Mama's Thoughts

Some days I think about how it would be neat to know what I was thinking when I was raising you all. So here goes today I was amazed at how kind you all were at a birthday party we were invited to and how much fun you all had. I love watching you all around people and other kids and I am so proud of who God is molding you all into. I do not ever expect you all to be perfect but I do want us to be a blessing to people and that is what you all were. Today, Will, you picked up a picture of my mom and said "this is Grandma" and I just love that you know that it was her. I know you really probably don't remember much about her but boy did she love you and your brothers. I miss her so much boys and just wish she were her with me watching you all grow up because she would just love being apart of your lives. But she is watching from heaven sitting' with Jesus and I am so thankful that she is there. Ian, you still cry at night and miss her so much right now I am glad you are so vocal about how you feel. I am here and we will always have her in our hearts. I love being with you all so much I would never try it for anything in all the world. You are all blessings to me no matter what you have said or not said, done or not done. I love you higher then the highest tree ever grew so much more than you'll ever know, mom